basically nothing is new. i have time to kill before i meet my boyfriend so i figured i would write.

my day has been boring. i worked till 3, then went to get my ring resized for the second time. then i met with trista. i got my hair cut a bit. i sorta regret it but its just hair. it'll grow back i know. i want it loooong for my wedding in 2 years. i have time. then i'm gonna met brandon in like a little bit.

thats my day. boring boring boring. i have a midterm tomorrow. ugh! i hate it. i havent studied and its going to be hard. he already informed us on that. oh well tho.

tomorrow's gonna be fun tho. i am setting trista with one of brandon's friends. yay! i cant wait. we are gonna play pool and bowl and stuff. so i'm hoping its going to be a good time. i want them to hit it off.

well thats all for now.

yea so my boyfriend/fiance is mad at me. thats awesome. it was a total misunderstanding but for some reason he just cant forgive me. its funny tho cuz he does these things to me too. not all the time anymore but he used to and i always forgave him. in fact, when i would bitch about it he would get mad at me.

we made plans last night for him to come over. in my memory we didnt say anything about me meeting him when he got off..which is what i always do. which doesnt bother me at all. i love meeting him. but i thought he was just  supposed to come over. so i wait and wait and wait for him to come over but he never does. so i get pissed cuz i think he ditches me. at about 12:30 he calls me. hes all like did u forget about me and shit. of course i didnt forget about him. in fact, if i would have known i was supposed to meet him i would have been there early cuz i always get there early in case he gets off early..which he knows. so our conversation was pointless. he was really mad at me and shit. he just couldnt forgive me and that pisses me off.

so we got off the phone and i'm so mad that i start crying. its stupid. i dont get why he cant forgive me when i fuck up once. i guess he doesnt like how it feels to feel ditched. not that i did that on purpose but it does suck a lot.

so he was supposed to come over today and help me study for math before i go to work but surprise surprise he isnt answering his phone. thats just fucking great. i 100% guarentte that hes doing this to get back at how mad at me he was last night. that sucks. this is the guy i'm supposed to marry in 2 years. what an asshole. i dont even really knwo what else to say except i hope i'm wrong and hes out with his mom or something. or sleeping. cuz otherwise...thats low.

so basically i can for sure engaged now. we went to get my ring yesterday. its beautiful. i cant wear it yet cuz its being resized but when i can wear it, it wont be leaving my hand.

i start work tomorrow. i'm nervous. i always get nervous when new things happen and i'm not used to them. i'm sure after the first day or 2 i'll be better. i remember when i started mcdonalds i was hella nervous. then i was amazing at that place. so its all good.

i went to see my boyfriend today. i'm gonna stay the night at his place tomorrow. that should be fun. i love staying at his house. its great.

well thats all for now.

I Love Brandon Lots and Lots.

i just got facebook last night. i think i like it. my boyfriend's brother left a strange comment on my page tho. it read "i hope it wont be a let down like my douche bag brother, but anything he touches turns to shit.....no offense." what the hell does that even mean? my take on it is i'm also shit that his brother has touched. hm...? it doesnt make sense to me cuz i thought his brother liked me. so i have no idea but i'll be honest, its keeping me wondering what the hell he meant.

anyway, i went to work today for orientation. it was boring. i start on saturday. i cant wait to finally make some money. i really need to.

October 25th, 2008 is the date of my wedding. i'm excited. well, not really excited. no i am excited. but nervous. i dont know. i'm really thinking of that stupid comment and what it means. its bothering me.

thats all for now.

well nothing really new. my week-end was pretty fun. friday we went to my friend TJ's house. that was ok. we did the same thing we always do, sit at there table, smoke and i listen to them talk about porn. its great fun. my boyfriend came with me this time so we played cards and whatnot. it was fun. saturday we went to a haunted house type deal. it was lame. the first part of fine. then it just got bad. oh well tho.

my mom took me shopping on saturday too. i was really tired of ppl saying i dress like my brother. even my boyfriend was really starting to notice. so i figured i should prolly just go shopping and stop the talking. we went to value city. my Gosh did we get a LOT of stuff. i bought like 12 shirts and 5 pairs of pants lol. it was great. and one pair of shoes. nice shoes. it was exciting.

today...not sure whats going on. my boyfriend is supposed to come over after he gets off school. i sure hope he does. besides that, i REALLY need to write this paper that was due last week for english. oops. i hate college.

anyway thats all for now.